lemon basil italian ice--too die for

got a free taste was amazing. sadly when we came back after the beach they were all out. the pink grapefruit was better than the orange. but they totes use whole/real fruit.

first train trip to the rockaways. beach was super crowded and we got there while the sun was still too hot/high for me. but was nice when we left, good to hear the waves, i even went in for a bit. water wasn't cold and the jellyfish (non stinging kind) weren't too bad. the park slope family next to us was a bit obnoxious but life goes on.
rockaway taco, worth it while you are there, not sure if worth the trip. but we've done what everyone is talking about and waiting in line for.

some things in random order

closest friend in nyc left for seattle.
spa castle is awesome.
joined linkedin. don't know what to do with it.
training in pgh was good. made better than i got to see slipnslide buddy
workshop in nyc was useful.
have not ate enough fruit this summer or been excersizing enough
haircut not quite short enough
feel broker than i should. but am in fact fine. just no shopping for me.
lost badly at settlers last night.
rockaway taco today-nothing to read.
marathon doing much better, still a ways to go though.
signed up for an embroidery class in the fall
hope to make a needle felted frog this week. and some birthday cards.

this summer sucks

i am not having fun
i am missing out on good things due to stupid things i don't want to do
and i am not getting out of this city
and it's too expensive to do.
wah wah wah
blah blah blah
but i am sad i am not having any fun

this is definately a low point

sitting here crying on the couch, bc the trip to old navy got cancelled.
well more so, b/c plans got changed and he got left with a social outing and i got left alone with nothing to do except run errands-for him.
i'm stress eating and not going to the gym
and not doing anything summery.
it will get better eventually.

overwhelmed, undermotivated

familiar emotions yes. fun ones. no.
it will work out.

sick of this shit

feel bad that when he mentioned the look of ugh on my face as helping past shower i said, i didn't sign up for this. but its true.

but did get to a museum today. and sat in the park. and finished my book which i can't decide how i feel about. glad to have finished. not sure if i'm glad i read it.