so much to say and yet all the same

I've now returned 3 tricks!
Boys are still lost/unavailable and really mainly non-existant.
Seattle was great.
Boulder was lovely.
joined tindr the other day, obsessed, but now the app wont load.  one date came of it. but 1) he doesn't want kids 2) don't think he wants to date me, but he was nice and cute
summer job is ok. some things to process about it, which is more about me, but the money and the commute work out for me.
having issues motivating some days, but fewer than i could.
coming home after work, hard to motivate even if i get home early and no matter how much i want to run an errand or do some cleaning in my house...