Seven years to the weekend if not the day

Wonder how this tryst will turn out.

Got permission from the teacher I like best to move on from th penny roll and learn a new trick. Slowly my swing is improving, but no height...only 1 class next week...

Will anyone ever actually show up for this bed frame? It is silly two have an empty bed frame in my room.

Things I want to paste on Facebook but why...

Today: when you toast almonds on high and they aren.t quite toasted enough after the first time, they will be totally just burnt carbon after toasting on a high for a second time.

Should have gone kayaking, beach kinda sucked today
Feel like a piece of posttery a made atht I think is super cool went missing
Nothing else for today

She couldn't believe a I was 28

So met someone new tonight and at some point in came up that my brother died via suicide.  And I feel like she then defined my existence by it.mwhich I hate. (My therapist would say it does define me, and I say yes and I was trying to define myself before that shit went down). But it made me wonder if maybe some of the stupid shit I did in my 20s, mainly around being obnoxious and mooning and flashing people was an attempt to not be defined, or to be defined in opposition of having another who committed suicide.

Tonights food for thought.

My parents house was broken into

They were at a play. It wasn.t evident right away. Basically only my mom.s jewelry was taken and a silver tea service and $80 in cash. My mom is thrown. But they are ok.

Why won't anyone buy this bed.  I actually know why, it is assembled and therefore hard to transport.  I don't have the correct tool to take it apart. Two bed frames is one too many in my bed room.

Overall vacation was good.  Took it slow to renter today. Need to do my summer reading and work.  Not sure when I will.  Not sure when I need to go back to work and what will happen if I don't show up til tues, which is for sure when i need to be there.

Biked to Coney Island today. Man am I out of shape in terms. Of cardio/endurance. But love that late afternoon beach time. Also took my first Pilates class of the summer.

Went away for the weekend with people I don.t know who drink a lot and had fun. Helps that it was a nice chill crowd. My therapist was right to be proud if me.

I want to be set up.  Having coffee with mr civic this week.  I.m glad he went to the wedding in Iowa, will likely be jealous of how he.s doing, even if in many ways I am doing quite well myself.